Nua-ing Sunday

Hi bloggie,

yay today is a relaxing Sunday.. slept till abt 11 am, went for lunch at my mum's place to eat my favorite kind of porridge, came home to do housework and watch "House". It's a gd rejuvenating kind of feeling. Only when I am able to relax well then I can face the work week ahead, hee.. Ya anyway I really dun like my colleagues at my workplace, those in the same building.. ya loh. Not that they aren't nice or anything but perhaps just the generation gap. I was sad when my colleague who is around the same age as me left..:( I am thinking of going home for lunch tmr.. cheaper, healthier and I like the idea of going home to eat and recharge. Can even watch 15 minutes of my Japanese drama.. I really dun like to spend time eating with ppl I dun like, haha..

Work is getting quite admin these days. Makes me think of what being a social worker is all about.. sigh. I am jus not working in the right places ba.. but I have the chance to work now then work loh.. but I am trying to find meaning in my work. As long as I can convince myself that I am making a difference, I do find fulfillment everyday. That is quite important to me, must find meaning. I like the idea of earning and being able to spend again.. to go online shopping and dun have to worry that I can't spend because I am not earning. It's really a release to me man.. haha.. shop for maternity clothes, accessories, even not buying anything but having the option to be able to buy.. :)

Guess everything can't be perfect, so I shall try to be happy and then jus spend the time waiting for baby to arrive. Baby is growing well, I hope everything will be ok during the detailed scan. I just went for a parenting talk yesterday.. made me fearful abt giving birth but also understood more abt the joys of parenting. They emphasize quite a bit on the importance of a drug free birth and breastfeeding. I am pretty convinced not to use epidural but to try an all natural birth. Hope I can be brave enough.. :)

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Hi Bloggie!

Wow was so tired to update in you nowadays that I am working.. hee.. but at least I am quite happy.. still got lots of things to learn.. taking time, hope wun be stressed up by the demands.. but I tell myself as long as not a life and death matter, I can try my best to learn.. now is to focus on staying for 6 mths and getting my maternity leave!!