Need to engage myself meaningfully

Hi bloggie..

I started the day wrong again by waking up late.. 9 something instead of the usual 7am when Pau goes off for work. But he was on leave today though he had to wake up early to go to the dentist. So we slept very late last night and I started feeling unwell. So thought to rest more. So when I woke up, I feel quite aimless again. We slept very late also because we had an almost 3 hr discussion with Isa abt TICK. We didn't realise it was so hard at first.. Yep..and I think due to various reasons, we were both a bit sian over several issues. Pau is like the middle man listening to our accts. I very much still want to do and have something on my own, but it is not easy to have a class. It's a meaningful experience ba and I was glad to have something to engage in when we left:) SO now maybe we will stick with private students and see if we can share materials all that. Also, Isa is engaged in Nurture now. Although she always put TICK in front of her still..

But anyway yesterday I went to Mindchamps reading interview, the environment is quite nice and Esther, the one in charge of the centre was a nice lady too.. it really sounds interesting so if I am selected, will see if I can go for the training. If we do not have TICK, chances are I can go for the training. Learning ___ also called me yesterday and asked me to send my certificates to them. If I am suitable then they will call me up for interview. Pau was telling me how gd their syllabus is and the pay is really very good man, if I can get the job and get the mindchamps thing, I will be very happy already:) Will also be teaching different things so wun be bored. yep.

But if not, will just be patient and spend my time meaningfully!

Hm, I still haven't update my journal abt Japan, print photos, practise my hair and make up.

I also want to start on the few 1000 pieces jigsaw I have, hee.. Suddenly I also feel a bit "released" if we do not do TICK, then I have space in the room to do other stuff, of cos I wanted to see it work, but since having classes are difficult and we can't publicize now so it's a bit of a stuck situation. SO in the end, Isa kinda became the "bad person" who wanted to give up first. Ok, there are definitely things to do, I just have to learn to structure my time:)