Dear Bloggie,
Something happened to me last Thurs that left me feeling quite terrorized. My house was broken into. I did not realise I would feel so scared. Lost almost 1 kg over the weekend. Gosh, when before that, I was trying quite hard to lose already. It was also a gd thing that I did not keep valuables in the master bedroom.
The fear is that someone can actually enter the hse. Makes it seem so unsafe although the person jus want the money. I think I am scared that someone will jus burst through the door one day when I am bathing or watching tv. What are the chances that ur house will actually be broken into?
I am still trying to convince myself to be brave... yup to psycho myself. I can do it. If there is any intruder I will master up my anger to punch the person. I will take precautions to protect myself.
Anyway I also feel sad.. because we have always been nice ppl, even when we had picked up $80 last time, we donated the money to church.. the thought that someone was out to hurt us, sometimes jus makes one feel quite lousy, like what is the point of doing gd things right? ya those were the thoughts that came to me..
And also, we tried pretty hard to scrimp and save normally.. even pau seemed to have changed.. ask me continue take my facial package.. save so hard for what right.. maybe I should jus try applying for mo_.. also doing gd things ma.. even ppl want to steal from a swker.. :( who can't even seem to make ends meet in s'pore.. sianz
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